One day in October 2011, I quit drinking alcohol. I quit after the worst hangover E-VER.
The day before this hangover, I had a great party, and drank some beer. I didn’t drink too much, but my hangover on Sunday was terrible. My headache was so painful, and I couldn’t get out of bed.
I realized I did not want that feeling anymore.
It’s not that I drank every day. I only drank when I went out. I think the amount of alcohol was sometimes too much. And I think getting older is also not helping…
A lot of people ask me why I do not drink anymore. Some think it’s really brave of me, some do not understand. You don’t have to. It’s my own choice.
I didn’t have to quit drinking, but at that moment I thought it was the best.
After 307 days I have to say it’s hard not to drink. It’s not that I miss it, but everywhere you go it’s all about alcohol. When you visit a friend, when you go out, when there’s a celebration, when you’re having dinner, with holidays like New year’s Eve, and so on.
Everybody seems to be into alcohol, everybody’s offering you a glass. Here in the Netherlands it’s so normal to drink that it’s rare when you’re not drinking. Strange world.
I know I can try to drink one or two glasses, but I can’t. When I drink, I want more. And after more alcohol, I might get a hangover. And I don’t want that feeling anymore.
I want to live healthy, and I want to have control over my body. I want to prove myself I can do this.
So I choose not to drink alcohol anymore. Just to see how it feels, and if I could do this. And it feels awesome!
I try to change my life, and not drinking alcohol was one of my goals. If I could do this, I could change my life a bit more. Quiting alcohol was step one. Trying to get in shape was step two. I’m going to write about my fitness experience the next time.
What I’ve also changed is my thought about alcoholism. I’ve always been surrounded by alcoholics, and I always had one thought. Just stop. Just stop drinking. How hard can it be?
Well, now I know. It’s hard. If it’s hard for somebody’s who isn’t an alcoholic, how would it feels like for an alcoholic? I stop being prejudiced. I stop being like everybody else. I want to be different.
I’m not saying I am never going drink again. But I hope I’m strong enough not to go back in time.
So… what I’m still looking for are some new healthy juices I can drink when I go out!
My favorite right now is cranberry juice. Very refreshing, and it tastes great!
My favorite juice (or smoothie, whatever you call it) @ home: fresh strawberries, 1 banana, coconut water, pinapple juice. Just put in in a blender and mix it!
So I wanna hear what your favorite non-alchol drinks are! What do you prefer?
Can’t wait to hear from you: surprise me!